kakak went back home, life have to continue without kakak at home.
feels weird. . difficult. . . tired. . .
but still it is a fact and a reality for us to wake up to :)
completed my 2nd year of medicine.
doing quite well. .
enjoying still. .
studying is stil fun :)
uni is still great.
having semi hols rite now.
enjoying or mayb not.
wanted to study but failed.
nth to motivate me. ><
3rd year starting after cny,
time of mugging as usual.
seems that nth has changed in this new yr??
my tummy is still as shitty as before,
vomiting and diarrhea seems to b part of my life already?
having the same problems over n over again,
seeking advice from every doctors but ended up with an idiot answer =.=
which is " idiopathic"
arh. damn stupid.
yea so i guess, i just have to accept the fact that i'm stuck with my lousy tummy for the rest of my life.
i wil just take it as a natural way of losing weight! ha!
wad has changed??
yea, me, getting older =.=
growing up is never fun, never easy.
yea, learning how to make decisions in life is one of the hardest lesson.
somethings u just have to learn by experience.
sometimes u just have to fall down and stand up again.
facing the world, facing the ppl, facing all the odds, is never easy.
sometimes i just wonder,
what m i doing in this world?
to b happy or to please ppl around u?
these are the basis of making decisions i guess.
what about the consequences??
are u able to bear? if ur decisions doesnt please ppl around u??
how are u going to handle the judgement ppl make bout u?
i dono.
life can b simple, can be complicated.
but how come it doesnt seems to b simple to me at all??
mayb its a process of growing?
mayb everyone has to go through this, in order to grow?
well i still got a long way to go.
stil learning as i grow.
still picking myself up each time i fall.
but one thing i believe,
that no matter wad happens,
God is always there, telling me wad to do.
giving me all the care n love n support that i need.
i believe that God has his plans for me,
at the end of the day, i'll be the one he wans me to be.
so b patient with me.
m just a human
whom God is trying to work in me,
trying to refine me.
well this is life.
2010, my resolution is to b a better prsn :)
that i hope.
i thank God, for his provision
thanks for helping me up each time i fall down.
thanks for giving me good results despite facing so many troubles in life.
thanks for letting me know that, i need u in all circumstances,
to go thru life's obstacle.
hmm . shall stop here.
so emo de.
ha!
bb2009, hello2010 :)
