summative is on its way.
time is so cruel u noe!!
never wait for me!! T.T
i hangdiao for so long liao. now i oni left 23 days to my summative!!
m. . . so. . . dead. . . T.T
its time for me to forget everything.
put everything behind. .
n study hard for my summative.
i cant risk failing. .
i wil not allow any failure. .
God will lead me thru all this de! (:
m rily upset. .
i've got to know my grandpa's condition from my dad yesterday.
m worried. rily worried for him.
parkinsonism is so annoying! there's no cure only control.
but it seems that everything is not working anymore,
he cant initiate walking properly. .
y is it so?
y is this happening??
yea maybe i should b grateful that grandpa is stil able to talk to me, eat, sleep without suffering any pain at the age of 83.
but so what? he is one of the man i love most.
just the thought of him suffering all this,
it rily hurts me alot!
all i ever wan is for him to b healthy,
to be able to c me grad as a doctor.
m so afraid of losing him.
i don wan to lose him just yet.
yea i noe i hv to face it one day.
but not now pls.
i rily don wan.
i know that death is one thing everyone has to go thru.
i just cant accept it yet. :/
i do hope that grandpa wil b fine.
all i can do is to b with him as much as i could.
grandpa, i rily wish to c u at my convo . .
i wan u to b proud of me. . . :/
i noe u can de! b strong. at least for me. . . :/
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