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Monday, February 02, 2009'♥

i dono wad m feeling rite now??
i feel depressed, i feel unhappy, i feel horrible...
i just feel so awful.. for no reason...
i feel useless.. i feel m lousy.. all the negative part of me just keeps coming into my head..
i just keep thinking that i may not make it.. i may not have wad it takes to become a doctor..
sometimes i just feel like giving up, feel like giving up everything that i hv..
i m not myself anymore... m pessimistic..
i nv felt this before in my life..
mayb m stressed up, mayb i canot handle stuffs that are in my life right now.
sighs.. God pls help me..
i wanna stop being lidat..
but i just cant..
i cant control the head..
m like falling apart..
wondering how to handle things now..
m facing the biggest hurdle in my life.. ( so far)
exam is on the 13th mac.. !!!!
sighs..

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