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Tuesday, February 09, 2010'♥
i rily don understand y cant ppl just move on with their lives?
oh how hard can it b? mayb i nv rily go thru this b4? or mayb i've been thru n walked out of it? or mayb m just too used to being hurt , tt's y i don feel a thing anymore? i guess the natural anesthetic does work. very well indeed.
i guess it is just human nature, to only appreciate what they had lost. oh y cant dey just treasure it when dey hv it? how hard it is to treasure someone? u think that someone means alot to u? show it! well not everyone has x ray eyes or some extraordinary power to transform all ur sweet talks into action. obviously u have to do this, to show n prove wad u have said? isnt it? i think that's how the proverb " action speaks louder than words" came about? u can try to put the pieces back afterwards. but hmm i think it is a lil too late? y wait? don do things tt u'll regret. just cherish ppl ard u b4 u lose them. like i said, how hard can it b?
why cant ppl just think n analyse themselves and what when wrong? instead of blaming other ppl for whatever has been wrong? blaming other ppl is owaz easy. i think is like what i've learned from behavioural science. DENIAL.
Denial is a state where u just refuse to accept the fact. u give all sorts of excuse. u blame the ppl, u blame the environment, u blame the timing, u blame the setting. i think just whatever tt comes into ur mind wil take the rap for u. There! excuses n blaming others that makes u feel better. which eventually lead u into a self pity state. because u're not willing to accept the fact, u wil just keep going about it, n trying to satisfy urself by saying hey! this is not my fault. i've got nth to do bout it. m the victim. n there, self satisfaction of self pitying.
this happens to everyone? i hv times of denial too. i wil think tt i've done my best. why does it stil end up like this? but den i've come to realise. everything that doesnt come the way u wan it to b, has got sth to do with YOU. it is either u don put in effort, or u take things forgranted.
n i rily hv to say christians do take things forgranted so easily. God gave us everything we need. but how many times did we actually sit down n think of all the good things that God gave us? how many a times did we actually thank Him for his provision? it is only when times are difficult, when u fall down. den only u wil ask for help. or rather blame Him.
human. takes everything they have to easily. have u ever thought of saving water? saving electricity? NO! why? u might just answer me. nonsense, y should i? i get water every morning when i turn on my tap. y should i even bother? i get light n fan when i turn on the switch, y bother?
children, have u ever think that, oh i've got enuf clothes i've enuf stationery? never! becos we get things so easily. we are living in such comfort n yet we compare, to those who has a car to drive to sch, has the latest handphone, has all the branded clothes n shoes. wad i'm trying to say tt is, we never thought of the question, what if, we have nothing? n tt's y we never cherish the things we have.
i admit! that i can complain tt my hp is so damn lousy. cos there is no wifi. cos my camera is so lousy. we can complain all we wan. n not think of the good points like y on earth in the first place i bought this phone?
THIS is human nature.
in life, there are bound to have ups n downs. bound to have if's n but's. if's are just sth tt is so impractical, because if does not actually min anything any longer. but's are excuses for urself to make urself feel better, look better.
just get a life, accept it, stop blaming others. find out the cause or the mistake, learn it, change it n don repeat it. end of story. easy as that.
how hard can life be? i've been thru even more. m stil alive.
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